Archive for the ‘My Poems’ category

syrup

April 1st, 2010

There are viscous moments
pouring down over these days
as if the thick substance of time
was emptied out onto our lives
from the gourd of the great above
and there is no point in struggle
or turning away from the syrupy mess
as it weighs so heavily on all that we are—
     when all that we are
        is stuck in all we’ve been
           and all we wish to become

so we try, deliberately with each breath
to be at ease somehow in our hearts
with whatever grief or nagging regret
and the soppy glaze, now crystalline,
forms a thin shell through which we peer out,
aching for release.

tundra swans in full view

March 11th, 2010

Running on still snow-covered roads last week,
attention instantly pulled toward sky
where four tundra swans smoothly glided north.

Have you known such elegant presence?
How could you not?
We are living this together.

Their feathers so startling,
stark white,
and their antithetical beaks
along with those black feet
tucked in tight against body.

And the sky—
how it just went on like that forever,
gushing, infinite blue.

Somehow those four swans,
they carry my heart and soul.
Do you understand?

Nothing left behind in our northbound flight.

winter robins

January 25th, 2010

robins plucking crabapples—
so cold, so tart!
ruddy breast feathers,
not quite red; nor frozen
like that elusive fruit
managing an escape,
for now,
to snowy ground below
while those robins
calmly keep to the trees

Sarah and I are not used to living somewhere where the robins stick around through winter. It’s odd to us, because in northern NY and southern NH where we each grew up, the robins flew south in late fall. Not here though, apparently Minnesota robins are a tougher breed and can handle harsh winters. Previously the robins offered signs of spring being right around the corner when seeing them in the latter stages of winter. Here, they instead bolster our fortitude and remind us that cold weather really isn’t all bad.

What will be our new harbinger of spring?

morning poems in the evening

October 8th, 2008

Tried writing a morning poem
just the other night
while the darkness was deep.
Reminded me of an old,
weary decree—
look for Him
in the usual places,
not in your own way.

There can be no substitute
for an early awakening
and feeling the sun
on pale, exposed flesh—
supple and ready for
the morning teachings,
in the tomorrow I await
with boundless faith.